There'll be sad songs, to make you cry..

honest words make the best songs.

this song has been stuck in my mind since eddy mentioned it in the camp.. but the more i listen to it.. the more beautiful it becomes...

I always stop and think of you especially,
When the words of love song,
touch the very heart of me.
There'll be sad songs to make you cry,
love songs often do,
They can touch the heart of someone new,
saying I love you, I love you.

honest words make the best songs.

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ok now i got that off my chest, its time to get into the actual blogging for the day. Yue says my blog has been awfully stagnant in recent days.. i guess thats pretty much true. I've just got a lotta stuff on my mind n kinda wanted to get them settled down before i began to jot them down. The next stage of my life is beginning tomorrow, i will now start a whole new chapter, University life. tomorrow i leave for malacca for good, my apartment is all booked, uni forms all filled. the only thing that remains is for me to say goodbye to the previous chapter.... to say goodbye... i love this time in my life... this exact moment, its the kinda time when ur standing on a mountain peak.. looking at the path u've taken, smiling, then looking at the long trecherous path ahead, smiling still. The road so far has been, for the msot part, smooth sailing. I've been living what some would call the good life... and i'm very thankful for being blessed with wonderful people around me, who make such a life possible.. not forgetting a 'couldn't care less' mind which helps loads getting through the rough patches. I do hope my presence, though significantly absent, will still be felt in my people. There's nothing any man hates more than being forgotten..... being forgotten.... i remeber in the beginning of form 4, when my class teacher Pn.Shanta asked us to fill up our ambitions in a form... on the top of my list was to be a legend... to be remembered. They say its in the bones of every man it is, to be remembered. i just hope i will. i've obviously gotta thank God for making this far, and this sucessful. (if any beg to differ, do contact me:) He means the world to me, His creation mean the world to me. This is how He blessed me. He did, honestly, give me life in all its abundance. As He once promised. my parents, family and most of all my friends... they mean more to me than life itself ever could... each and every one of them.(u know who u are). you guys will be dearly missed.
now its not that i'm goin away forever or somethin neither am I becoming emo or anythin... i just like to take opportunities like this to express myself... dont get to do it very often. LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!



p.s. u've always got a friend in me, not matter how distant you may feel to others, or even if they turn their back against you, abandon you, curse you... stand proud! cuz u've got josh! and forever u will have him... and he will always have u in his heart... now thats more than you'll ever need. :)


p.p.s.s. i almost teared when i opened the lil letter u gave me...love it lots, love u more, love u too much.

Josh is too emo to sign out. bless him.